Czekałam czekałam i sie doczekać nie mogłam. W końcu stworzyłam bloga, gdzie publikuję rozdziały swojej ksiązki, jak narazie macie tylko prolog i rozdział pierwszy, ale zapewne jutro wrzucę nastęny. Mile widziane wszelkie sugestie, wytykanie błędów stylistycznych bądź literówek, których word mi nie podkreślił albo zamienił na bezsensowne słowa w danym kontekście. W każdym bądź razie layout będzie zupełnie inny, tylko muszę czekać aż ~Bozar88 się zachce. Musicie przeżyć jakoś tą surowiznę.
Dzisiaj wam trochę pomarudzę. Otóż Rapti patrzy na siebie chyba za bardzo krytycznie. Na dA pustki, bo nie umiem rysowac (przynajmniej narazie). W głowie mi siedzi jeden, fajny rysunek, aczkolwiek robiłam go już z 5 razy i dupa. No dupa po prostu. Proporcje zrabane, twarze krzywe i wielkie gówno. Próbowałam narysować co innego i też dupa. Mimo, iż mam olbrzymią ochotę bazgrać, to mi nie wychodzi. A przeciez nie bede wrzucać sterty szkiców robionych na wykładach, gdzie głównie to są buźki i oczy, bo co jak jak co, ale galerię swoją należy szanować i nie scrapować za dużo, bo to nic nie da. Druga sprawa. Próbuje wykrzesać z siebie swój dawno zakurzony talent pisarski i jak zwykle nie jestem z siebie zadowolona. Co chwila się zacinam, jakieś głupie literówki i opisy. Co prawda ludzie co czytali moje cięzkie wypociny mówią, że dobrze jest, że mam pisać, bo mi moje wyimaginowane jaja urwą. Sprawa trzecia to taka, że przechodzę jakiś dziwny nastrój. Ni to wesoła, ni smutna, ni zła. Taka obojętna, nie-chcąca-mi-się i warzywna. Oglądałam Escaflowne'a kolejny raz i chyba jakąś traume mam znowu, bo przejmuję się postaciami fikcyjnymi. Sprawa czwarta to te cholernie nudne wykłady. Nie mówię o czwartkowych, bo jako jedyne w tym roku wciągają mnie niesamowicie. Ale we wtorki mam 3 godziny zasranej filozofii gdzie idzie się pociąc jak ci kolesie ględzą i ględzą. Rany julek,to jest straszne! A chodzić musze, żeby starzy nie truli. Nastepnie mam wykłady z pierdolnięta babą, która wielką łaske robi, że prowadzi wykład, czepia sie wszystkiego i kazdego chce wypraszać. masakra. O reszcie już nie wspomnę, bo to jest jedna wielka żenada, przez duże Ż. Jedyna rzecz, która mnie wtedy ratuje to ksiązka. Przez cały wtorek siedzę tylko, emocjonuje się i czytam, czytam, czytam. Ktokolwiek ma pod ręką Grę Anioła to bardzo polecam. Naprawdę. Chociaż jest zdeka psychodeliczna. I ogółem wkurza mnie, że na dA wszystko jest pozmieniane. Wczesniej łatwo, przyjemnie, wszystko dostepne, a teraz, żeby byle pierdołe zmienić, czy głupiego journala napisać to sie człowiek nalata, naszuka i mu sie odechciewa. W ogóle wielkie przepraszam za moje przekleństwa, ale tak to jest jak się z panną Katarzyną spędzi dzień. Życzę wam miłej nocki, łikendu czy czego tam chcecie, bylebyście nie mieli humoru jak ja i muchów w nosie. dobranocnik i niech was Raptory pobłogosławią. Amen
Okay I haven't passed 2nd termin of exam, but only 15 people from 300 have passed D: But I don't worry about it, I'll pay them big cash (thiefs) and I'll pass XD Whatever And now I can read so many books and draw so many pictures I'd like to <3
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I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your sister. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me in your camping car and I saw you drive out my father. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep Your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I Always will remember Eggplant-fetishism. Go burn Rapti
XDDDDDDDDDDD
I tag
RULES: Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.
-> How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .
___12___, -Your name-
1. What's the color of your shirt? Blue - Our romance is over Red - Our affair is over White - I'll join the monastery Black - I dislike you Green - Our horoscope doesn't match Grey - You're a pervert Yellow - I'm selling myself Pink - Your nostrils are insulting Brown - The mafia wants you No shirt - You're a loser Other - I'm in love with your sister
2. Which is your birth month? January - That night February - Last year March - When your dwarf bit me April - When I tripped on sesame seeds May - First of May June - When you put cuffs on me July - When I threw up August - When I saw the shrunken head September - When we skinny dipped October - When I quoted Santa November - When your dog ran amok December - When I changed tennis shoes
3. Which food do you prefer? Tacos - In your apartment Pizza - In your camping car Pasta - Outside of Chicago Hamburgers - Under the bus Salad - As you ate enchilada Chicken - In your closet Kabob - With Paris Hilton Fish - In women's clothing Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation Lasagna - At the mental hospital Hot dog - Under a state of trance None of the above - With George Bush and his wife
4. What's the color of your socks? Yellow - Hit on Red - Insult Black - Ignore Blue - Knock out Purple - Pour syrup on White - Carve your initials into Grey - Pull the clothes off Brown - Put leeches on Orange - Castrate Pink - Pull the toupee off Barefoot - Sit on Other - Drive out
5. What's the color of your underwear? Black - My best friend White - My father Grey - Bill Clinton Brown - My fart balloon Purple - My mustard soufflé Red - Donald Duck Blue - My avocado plant Yellow - My penpal in Ghana Orange - My Kid Rock-collection Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper None - My John F. Kennedy-statue Other - The crazy monk
6. What do you prefer to watch on TV? Scrubs - Man O.C. - Emotional One Tree Hill - Open Heroes - Frostbitten Lost - High House - Scarred Simpsons - Cowardly The news - Mongolic Idol - Masochistic Family Guy - Senile Top Model - Middle-class None of the above - Ashamed
7. Your mood right now? Happy - How awful I've felt Sad - How boring you are Bored - That Santa doesn't exist Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage Depressed - That we're cousins Excited - That there is no solution to this. Nervous - The middle-east Worried - That your Honda sucks Apathetic - That I did a sex-change Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men Overjoyous - That I'm open Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks
8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom? White - Your ring Yellow - Your love letters Red - Your Darth Vader-poster Black - Your tame stone Blue - The couch cushions Green - The pictures from LA Orange - Your false teeth Brown - Your contact book Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs Purple - Your old lottery coupons Pink - The cut toenails Other - Your memories from the military service
9. The first letter of your first name? A/B - Your photo C/D - The oil stocks E/F - Your neighbour Martin G/H - My virginity I/J - The results of your blood-sample K/L - Your left ear M/N - Your suicide note O/P - My common sense Q/R - Your mom S/T - Your collection of butterflies U/V - Your criminal record W/X - David's tricot outfits Y/Z - Your grades from college
10. The last letter in your last name? A/B - Always will remember C/D - Never will forget E/F - Always wanted to break G/H - Never openly mocked I/J - Always have felt dirty before K/L - Will tell the authorities about M/N - Told in my confession today about O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about S/T - Get sick when I think of U/V - Always will try to forget W/X - Am better off without Y/Z - Never liked
11. What do you prefer to drink? Water- Our friendship Beer - Senility Soft drink - A new life as a clone Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo Milk - The apartment building Wine - Cocaine abuse Cider - A passionate interest for mice Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations Mineral water - Embarrassing rash Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism Whisky - To ruin the second world war Other - To hate the Boston Celtics
12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation? Thailand - Warm regards USA - Best regards England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail Spain - Go and drown yourself China - Disgusting regards Germany - With ease Japan - Go burn Greece - Your everlasting enemy Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard Egypt - Fuck off now France - In pain Other - Greetings to your freaky family
ake this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO) Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!
[x] My fingernails/toenails are almost always done [ ] During the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops [ ] My favorite toys as a child were barbies [x] My favorite colour is pink or purple [ ] I did Gymnastics [x] I love skirts. [ ] Hollister is one of my favorite places to shop [x] Tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear. [x] I love chocolate [x] I've never had a real job.
TOTAL: 6/10
[ ] My hair is almost always straightened [ ] I have at least 8 myspace pictures [ ] I usually go shopping once a week [ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends [ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings. [ ] I've gone to a tanning salon. [ ] I've gone to the beach to tan. [ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes. [ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach. [ ] I change my icon weekly. [ ] I wear a shower cap.
TOTAL: 0/11
[x] I dont shop at Hot Topic. [x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me. [x] I wear mascara everyday [x] I've been or am on a diet. [ ] Bathing suits are adorable. [ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat. [ ] Big sunglasses are hot. [ ] I have gotten my nails done before. [ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels.
TOTAL: 4/9
[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys! [ ] I love to have gurls do my hair. [x] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends [x] I hate bugs. [ ] Carnivals are so fun! [ ] Summer is THE best season. [x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces [x] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor. [ ] Musicians are so hot. [ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.
TOTAL: 4/10
[x] I am self-conscious. [ ] I cry often. [ ] My car smells like vanilla or cherry. [x] My dishes get washed more than once a week. [x] I dont do sports. [x] I HATE to run. [ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry. [ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack. [x] I love romance novels. [ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.
TOTAL: 5/10
[ ] I dance a lot. [ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house. [ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products. [x] I love to get dressed up. [x] Every part of my outfit needs to match. [ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends. [x] I would love to have a photo shoot. ( I had some already |D) [ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day. [x] I wish I were a model.
TOTAL: 4/9
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton. [ ] I have been something that was semi. [ ] I own Uggs. [ ] Hip Hop is the best music. (yeah, sure) [ ] I pop my collar. [x] I like to be the center of attention. [ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy. [ ] Horses are beautiful. [ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school. [x] Cats are adorable.
TOTAL: 2/10
[x] I write my own music. [ ] I would love to visit Hawaii. [ ] Valentine's day is so cute! [ ] White is better than black. [ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. [x] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes. [ ] Hate the grunge look. [ ] I love to read magazines.
TOTAL: 2/8
[x] I love to gossip. [ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid. [ ] I love Celine Dion. [ ] My bubble baths are 1-2hrs long. (20 minutes max |D") [x] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned. (Yeah, gothic black suit or something and a rock concert XD) [ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other. [ ] I like little kids. ( I HATE kids in every age) [ ] Diet drinks are the best. [ ] I'm all about being vegetarian. [x] I refuse to eat at McDonalds.
TOTAL: 3/10
[ ] I check my myspace everyday. [ ] I love life! [ ] I have a lot of jewlery! [ ] My screen name(s) have x's in them. [ ] Either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them. [ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex. (just for one day ) [ ] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it. [x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.
TOTAL: 1/8 SUM UP: 30/95 30% XDDDDDDD Now add up all the total points and put "I am __% girly" for the subject if you steal or get tagged.
Start from 100% and subtract 1% for every action you have done. Submit your score of a virgin at life.
1. Smoked 2. Drank alcohol 3. Cried when someone died 4. Been drunk 5. Had sex 6. Been to a concert 7. gotten/given a handjob 8. gotten/given a blowjob 9. Been verbally/sexually harassed 10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
90%
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up 12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose 13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before. 14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. 15. Been to prom 16. Cried at school 17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. 18. Went streaking 19. Given or receieved a lap dance 20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room
85%
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over 22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sexs house 23. Kissed a stranger 24. Hugged a stranger 25. Went scuba diving. 26. Driven a car. 27. Gotten an x-ray. 28. Hit by a car. 29. Had a party. 30. Done serious drugs.
77%
31. Played strip poker/darts. 32. Got paid to strip for someone. 33. Run away from home. 34. Broken a bone. 35. Eaten sushi. 36. Bought porn. 37. Watched porn. 38. Made porn. 39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. 40. Been in love.
72%
41. Frenched kissed. 42. Laughed so hard you cried. 43. Cried yourself to sleep. 44. Laughed yourself to sleep. 45. Stabbed yourself. 46. Shot a gun. 47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. 48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. 49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. 50. Watched an animal die.
65%
51. Watched a person die 52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present. 53. Pranked somebody 54. Put somebody in the hospital. 55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. 56. Kissed somebody of the same sex. 57. Dressed punk. 58. Dressed goth. 59. Dressed preppy. 60. Been to a motocross race.
58%
61. Avoided somebody 62. Been stalked 63. Stalked someone. 64. Met a celebrity. 65. Played an instrument. 66. Ridden a horse. 67. Cut yourself. 68. Bungee jumped. 69. Ding dong ditched somebody. 70. Been to a wild party.
50%
71. Got caught stealing something. 72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. 73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. 74. Gone out with your friend's crush. 75. Got arrested. 76. Been pregnant. 77. Babysat. 78. Been to another country. 79. Started your house on fire. 80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
44%
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients. 82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. 83. Cried over a member of the opposite sex. 84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over or 3 months. 85. Sat on your butt all day. 86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. 87. Had a job. 88. Gotten cut from a sports team. 89. Been called a whore. 90. Danced like a whore
39%
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity. 92. Been in a car accident. 93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. 94. Been told you have beautiful hair. 95. Raped somebody. 96. Danced in the rain. 97. Been rejected. 98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. 99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. 100. Been raped
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ny. Mile widziane wszelkie sugestie, wytykanie błędów stylistycznych bądź literówek, których word mi nie podkreślił albo zamienił na bezsensowne słowa w danym kontekście. 
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